I had a d&c two days ago and I’m emotionally exhausted :( I have three amazing healthy boys but I can’t help but be sad.…

I had a d&c two days ago and I’m emotionally exhausted :( I have three amazing healthy boys but I can’t help but be sad. I want to try again but I am thinking maybe birth control is best until I get feeling better idk anymore 😭😭😭😭