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Today I cried in the bathroom at work for a half hour because one of the parents picking up asked me if the baby I was…

Today I cried in the bathroom at work for a half hour because one of the parents picking up asked me if the baby I was holding was mine. I hate this. I'm just going to go out and have sex with strangers every night until I get pregnant because apparently that's the real secret to having kids. Not planning and eating right and taking prenatals religiously. Girls who got pregnant the same time I started ttc are all having their babies, half the people at work are pregnant or just had a baby, and now my coworker who has kids my age just found out that she is pregnant. I literally can't handle my job anymore because every baby I hold, every diaper I change, every booger that gets wiped on my shirt is just another reminder that my body is shit and I'm probably never going to get to have a baby. I'm so tired.

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have…

Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

so anxious going to TTC again for the first time this month after a mmc in November and d&c in December. that was my…

so anxious going to TTC again for the first time this month after a mmc in November and d&c in December. that was my first pregnancy so I'm TERRIFIED I won't get pregnant again or get a sticky bean! We have a really good feeling about it but I don't want to get my hopes up :/. my fertile week starts Sunday and I would give anything to get my rainbow baby! let's hope I get pregnant and it sticks!