Whyyyyyy can I not sleep anymore? I want a few days of sleep before I have this baby! 😔

My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤️

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Sleep is literally my favorite thing right now.. I would sleep all day, every day if I was allowed to :p

Okay mom's who have had their babies, how do I keep my 6 day old awake during the day?????? He sleeps too much during the day and is wide awake at night and it's making me and his daddy argue in the middle of the night cause he thinks he needs to sleep and mommy doesn't.... 😒 so someone help me please???