I seriously need to catch a break on moving out of my parents house it’s so toxic here. That IV been pushed so deep into my depression that the suicidal thoughts are starting to creep back in. And the fucked up part is if I tried to tell anyone they’d yell at me and belittle me for being almost 28 and not “having it under control”
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Racial nickname I sometimes call my lo monkey. To me he looks like a little monkey. My so says it's racist and offensive. What do you think?
Am I wrong to be upset? Last night I was running a fever, weak, tired, sore, my left boob feels like it got used as a punching bag. I asked my husband to call out of work today to help me with the kid so I could get some rest. He went to work. I texted him this morning. Part of me thinks I mean. The other part of me thinks I was fine for saying that because he should've stayed home with us.
*UPDATE* Ladiessssss so I was debating on sharing this information as it means a lot to me so at my anatomy appointment they are referring me to get a second more detailed sonogram specifically for the babies heart. They are telling me that my babies heart is undelvoped on the left side and that it is possible that she will need heart surgery after i deliver. There sending me to a whole nother hospital and the damn doctor even said that i might wanna consider ending my pregnancy 😩 smh all this is news i don’t wanna hear bc everything else with this baby is perfectly fine ! Even her heartbeat ! I most definitely don’t even wanna think about ending my pregnancy!!! So I’m confused at this point i never been through this before . I definitely need this second look bc I’m so scared . Please keep me in your prayers 🙏🏽
