I hate depression my fiance trys to help me relax but I cant relax

I believe the mother with the red stripe shirt because mothers that knows there child tend to have that relax sit while their friend be on edge lol....your thoughts?

Kids are at school and this momma is gonna relax 🤪

I think I might take coloring books to the delivery room with me. It's so relaxing... anything to help right!?

I will be 41 :/
I want to relax my hair, im tired of this natural life, since I found out I was pregnant my hair has been at an all time worse!! Should I be okay with getting my hair relaxed?