Sleep training, night 2:
I’m in actual tears. She’s asleep, faster than yesterday. Or maybe I was too busy getting stuff done to notice how quick time went by. My dad picked her up while I was in the shower cuz she was still crying and ofc I can’t be mad at him. I mean yah he made it worse but he was just trying to comfort her. But I come out and he’s holding her looking at me like I kicked a puppy and ofc now I feel like shit. I don’t just let her cry and ignore her, I check in on her every few mins but I had to wash my ass I mean hello?? At least after I cuddled her for a min or two when I put her back down she cried for like 2 mins before knocking out. But now I’m in bed literally bawling my eyes out, heartbroken and drowning in guilt. I know it gets easier, everyone tells me that and I appreciate it but it doesn’t change how I feel inside. In my head I know this doesn’t make me a bad mother but in my heart it still hurts. I just want this phase to go by quick.
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Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I feel like a bad mom ugh.. My Leah is crying cause she is in her bed. And the doctor told me to let her cry but check on her every five minutes. I don't like this cry it out method at all.. Ladies ugh I feel horrible
for my super emotional sensitive pregos out there are you having a boy or a girl? im just curious cause with my daughter i was super mean and not sensitive at all normal things that wohld make me cry didnt with her but so far with this pregnancy everything makes me sad or cry lol
Will your Mom be in the delivery room?
My mom made it sound like she was gonna be in the delivery room when I give birth, and quite frankly, I would just like it to be me and my fiancé. It's our first, and I want to share that special moment with just him. I don't want to hurt her feelings, and I know this is something she would really like to be a part of. So I feel bad telling her no.