I love all my kiddos and after having my last mr Nathaniel I had my tubes removed and kinda regret it that some days I’m depressed but then again I’m happy that I can’t get of cause I really can’t afford another baby anyway but to watch him grow so fast make me sad and my 11 year d is going into jr high and my 7 year old well be in third and my five year old graduate kindergarten on weds they keep growing so fast