I'm so worried about coping after having this baby. Dad is super excited to say the least and his family is 10xs worse than him. Meanwhile all I can think about is if I made the right choice having another child right now. I mean don't get me wrong some days I'm happy and can't stop pintersting nursery themes. But other days I look at little babies out in public with slight disgust, like gross I have to deal with boogers and diapers again 😂🤣 wtf is wrong with me 🤔