Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

Old Navy jeans

How do these tend to fit you? True to size? Larger? Smaller? I ordered my actual size (12) but I'm wondering if maybe I should have gone up to a 14? I bought some jeans yesterday at target and I had to go up a size for me to be able to breathe....so now I'm second guessing my old navy size choice.

Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

I have to tell my mom I'm suspecting I'm pregnant. Wish me luck. They're gonna be furious.....but I can't keep it in any longer and it's eating at my soul. Omg im so nervous i could pee my pants.

Finally found my prom dress! Prom is 3 weeks away so I made sure I got the size up☺️ got it for 60 bucks!