~ I Need To Vent

As a mother your job is never done...but as a single mother with no help or support u literally are on the clock 24/7. It pisses me off how these babies daddies know what kind of situation their baby mama is in and still refuses to help...u have to miss work witch means you are losing money...u so u get behind on bills...but they just walk around like they don’t have a care in the world...sometimes I feel like I’m being punished because I’m doing the right thing...I haven’t walked out on my kids no matter what i have going on and I have just dropped them off of somebody and just said forget them...every single thing I do is for my kids...I go above and beyond for them with no help and it is soooo hard sometimes I wonder why I still try and why I haven’t gave up 😔😢😭😒