I am so depressed. My entire pregnancy has been a mess. Once I found out, we were so excited, then…
I am so depressed. My entire pregnancy has been a mess. Once I found out, we were so excited, then things got stupid bc my bf decided to move out. It has been extremely rough on me emotionally and I feel so alone physically and mentally.
My heart is broken, and I feel like he has moved on to another woman. I don’t know why, but my intuition is telling me so.
I feel worthless, alone, tired, drained, stuck, and unloved. I spend so much time crying and trying to put pieces together.
Why don’t I deserve a real loving and caring person in my life? Why do I have to live in this merry go round of pain?
I’m sorry this is so negative. I just feel worthless right now.
Life is not great at the moment.
Where’s Waldo·
I’m so sorry you’re going through this. ♥️
nattypie84··
Thank you so much. Heartbreak seems to be one of the strongest and most influential emotions imaginable.
I need to really focus my attention on the one who is going to love me unconditionally- and needs my support. <3 I appreciate the kind words so much.
Jocelyn ·
So sorry to hear this :( you can message me anytime luv
nattypie84··
That is so kind of you. Thank you, so so much.
Camie·
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Life is great!!! You have a baby growing inside of you that will love you no matter what! Me and my bf had broke up when I was about 18 weeks as well. I felt so depressed but at the same moment I felt my baby kick and it all changed!! You are strong! You are beautiful!! You are enough! And when the time is right you’ll experience an unequivocal love like no other!!! But until then find your happiness for you and baby!!! Get cute and remember that you’re the BOMB!!!
nattypie84··
Such good perspectives. I really need to shift my sad emotions into joyful emotions and remember what happy gift I have inside of me. I hate this scummy feeling right now. Thank you for your happy thoughts- they mean a lot.
Camie··
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of course! The best thing for you to do is what makes you happy!! Surround yourself with positivity and good vibes!!! The scummy feeling will fade. You got this MaMa!!!
🌸GoodVibeTribe🌸·
I’m so sorry you’re going through this mama😔 that’s absolutely terrible. Why did he just decide to move out? Are y’all just broken up now?
Maybe he’s just getting freaked out about having a baby. Still no excuse for putting you through this at all. You can tell a lot about a man the way they treat the woman carrying his child.
nattypie84··
Yes, he moved out about 2 months ago. I didn’t know why at first, but then I found out he didn’t want to cheat on me with another woman, so found a loophole by breaking up.
It was torturous.
Then we mended things back up, but he is still not living w me, and things are so incredibly rocky, it’s like walking on eggshells every day.
And you’re right- that does say SO much.
🌸GoodVibeTribe🌸··
that’s crazy. I would have been furious. I don’t know if I could honestly handle getting back together with someone at that point just because my trust would be super fucked up now. Can’t just be breaking up every time you wanna stick your dick somewhere🙄 men can be so shitty.
nattypie84··
@goodvibetribe.xo, trust me, I know. I suppose my mind has been thinking “preserve this for the baby”, but why would I want a shitty person to father my child? There are so many kind and loving people who would never pull this crap.
Why are men so led by their dicks anyway?????
Bella·
Мама сына-младенца
I’m so sorry 😐 I’ve been there, but once your baby is here, it’ll be all worth it. I used to journal to my son, and express myself to him. Helped me a lot
nattypie84··
I have been keeping a journal- but it’s mostly me complaining and worrying about my relationship. Maybe I need to make it all about baby!
Bella··
Мама сына-младенца
yes, mines was all about the baby. I wrote to him so when he’s 18 I can have him read to understand what brought him here and hopefully won’t do the same to another woman
nattypie84··
so smart. I love that!
Hannah·
Мама дочки-младенца, беременна (8 нед.)
Going through a similar situation if you need someone to talk to!
nattypie84··
I’m so sorry! It really hurts, doesn’t it? I will message you. It’s hard to find people who actually understand.