Hey moms today looking for positive vibes no negative comments also a friend to speak to.. I'm going…

Hey moms today looking for positive vibes no negative comments also a friend to speak to.. I'm going thru a bit of a emotional issue I have a good husband had his days and 2 beautiful kids even tho they drive me crazy I love them to death but lately I've been feeling down sad depress not valuing myself in any way. Lately I just dont feel happy about how my body is the stretch Mark's no time to have for myself I barely have time to do my hair or nails or get pretty my everyday task is kids cleaning laundry cooking I have no friends and if I ask my husband for help he complains his tired since his the only one working and I'm home all day with the kids and he just bitxhes or just wants to play his video game and the more I bitch at him the more he complains I'm making his life miserable and I'm just soooooo TIRED IM REALLY TIRED only thing keeping me going by each day are my kids there my everything and I've caught myself eating more and more because of this and I just dont know what to do anymore i just cry each night after my day is over and I'm able to have a little me time before it starts again