I continue to breastfeed for the health benefits, saving money and because I thought it would be a…

I continue to breastfeed for the health benefits, saving money and because I thought it would be a beautiful gift. Now realizing it’s the hardest thing I’ve been doing emotionally, physically and today I’m getting the best of my self. My partner angry cause I’m tired. Feeling guilty cause I’m in bed, why must this over come me