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My Mila girl turned UNO on Thursday :)

It has been one crazy ass year. So much growing has happened for both baby girl and I.

And so much has happened since I’ve last logged in here. I was busy planning and preparing for her UNO party. As well as me turning 30. And her dedication day.

Her dad and I are separated. Whatever I was fearing throughout pregnancy was exactly why we parted ways. Or why I decided to leave. It’s been a difficult adjustment, especially since he’s decided to step it up now.

I feel a bit sad and hurt that he chose to do exactly what I ask the moment I walk away. But then, I also decided to leave for my own happiness. And because shit happened, and I don’t think our relationship was healthy anymore. It became so toxic and abusive..

Since I've gotten pregnant I can't stand my SO and I just don't why. Has this happened to anyone else? Why is it this…

Since I've gotten pregnant I can't stand my SO and I just don't why. Has this happened to anyone else? Why is it this happens?

Breastfeeding. I am a HUGE breastfeeding advocate. No, I will NOT shame you if you decide to formula feed, and will not…

Breastfeeding. I am a HUGE breastfeeding advocate. No, I will NOT shame you if you decide to formula feed, and will not tolerate anyone else doing so on my post. Everyone has their own reasons on why they feed their child the way they see fit.

Teen Mom I have so many thoughts about this season thus far. Where is Farrah? I thought she was supposed to be in it?…

Teen Mom I have so many thoughts about this season thus far. Where is Farrah? I thought she was supposed to be in it? Anywho. Tyler....why are you harping on Caitlynns weight? I would punch you in the penis if I was her. Leave the poor girl alone about her weight! Also I know your pain with the adoptive parents...you have every right to be angry. Amber...Gary is not worth your tears. Seriously. Ryan...your a douchebag. There just is no other word for you. I hope Maci has a girl.

I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older…

I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!