My Mila girl turned UNO on Thursday :)

It has been one crazy ass year. So much growing has happened for both baby girl and I.

And so much has happened since I’ve last logged in here. I was busy planning and preparing for her UNO party. As well as me turning 30. And her dedication day.

Her dad and I are separated. Whatever I was fearing throughout pregnancy was exactly why we parted ways. Or why I decided to leave. It’s been a difficult adjustment, especially since he’s decided to step it up now.

I feel a bit sad and hurt that he chose to do exactly what I ask the moment I walk away. But then, I also decided to leave for my own happiness. And because shit happened, and I don’t think our relationship was healthy anymore. It became so toxic and abusive..