Yall have no clue how frustrated I am. I am so tired of being big (277lbs). I try and rep the bbw…
Yall have no clue how frustrated I am. I am so tired of being big (277lbs). I try and rep the bbw status to help me feel better and I know I just started trying to lose weight and change old habits but I'm over it. Like EXTREMELY over it. I'm over my stomach. It's so big I honestly cant believe how it got this bad. I'm in my bathroom crying. I was trying to take some sexy pictures and they look horrible. I'm not the type to lie to myself when it comes to how my body looks. And it looks horrible. And no I'm not overreacting. Its true. I honestly do not know how my bf can stand to look at me naked. But I'm making changes! I started intermittent fasting although my eating window ended at 8 and I missed it. I will have to eat something b4 bed but tomorrow I'm continuing on with 12-8 as my eating period. I just hope i don't have to wait a year or more for the weight to be gone. It's the main source of all my issues dealing so many things. I know everyday wont be easy. But right now I'm just sad but motivated.
Amanda Taylor·
Мама сына (7 лет)
I'm glad you admitted this and so publicly. I'm sure you aren't the only one feeling like this. Honestly it sounds like your boyfriend is truly attracted to you no matter. Make the change because you want to for yourself and stick to it. You got this.
Queen👑··
Thank u. It's just so frustrating cause I know if things would have been different for me in life I wouldn't be having this issue. Tbh this all started when I was 14 and was on lots of meds for being sexually abused and they make u gain weight. And then everything went left from there. Then I got pregnant twice back 2 back and being a mom is enough u always put yourself on the back burner for your family and your needs come last or never come and then here I am almost back to my highest weight. So now I'm putting my foot down. I can not feel like this forever. .
Amanda Taylor··
Мама сына (7 лет)
I hope you notice how strong you are. Even when you have moments that you're crying doesn't make you any less strong. It's especially hard to fix one thing in your life that actually stems from so many others. Just a heads up I'm always here to listen. And I'm personally a big believer in therapy too, some places even offer a sliding scale cost.
Queen👑··
thank u so much!!
Jazmin Michael·
Мама троих детей
You got this (:
Brina·
I think it’s admirable that you are so open talking about something so many of us are insecure about. I wish you so much strength on this journey of yours and I support you 100%!
Queen👑··
Thank u so much! Its means a lot!!