I just wanna cry...I've been doing so well not throwing up for the past few weeks and now my hubby's…

I just wanna cry...I've been doing so well not throwing up for the past few weeks and now my hubby's car smells like chicken puke....we were at a church function and they had some light snacks and there was this really good chicken dip. Normally she doesn't mind chicken and cheese (there was also some cream cheese and some mild peppers, enough to give it a kick but not too spicy) so I figured that it'd be safe. We're traveling to my sister's house and chicken all over myself, my hubby's car window, the outside, the handle of the door...😔😭 and the worse part is that I can't cry about it cause that makes her mad...sigh thanks for letting me vent...