Sad My mom was a good mom. She worked hard, always made sure we had what we needed, and she loved us…
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My mom was a good mom. She worked hard, always made sure we had what we needed, and she loved us in her own way. She wasn't very maternal however and at my age 24, single mom coming from a very emotionally abusive relationship I wish I had a mom I can turn to. My mom judges me, sided with my ex, and thinks I got what I deserved for getting pregnant at 19.
I see people out there who's mom consoles them when they cry and maybe I'm too old to need my mom now but it's always something I wished I had. From a young age I learned to cry alone in my room where no one could hear me because she yelled any time I cried. So I continue to do the same now but sometimes as I'm having a hard time I get this aching pain like "I want my mom" but more like "I want a mom" to be there for me. I have a mom, she just has no interest in being by my side that way
I'm sorry, that's just a sad rant I had for the day as it was a hard one and had that feeling again
I feel like a big cry baby lol
a u t u m n ✨·
im sorry :/ can’t imagine not having my mama’s unconditional support. i know that no one else can replace that, but i hope you at least have some other support system.
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Girl you spoke to my heart. My "mom" was never there, crying to her was a no-go bc it was considered "bad" and she would just scream. Hugs and "I love yous" was NEVER said. I had to cut her out of my life due to her mental abuse and belittling me a few years ago.. I wish I had "a mom" too. A real mom. I just can't imagine not loving my children the way she did. Look at it like they taught us how NOT to be with our babies, that's the only thing that gets me through it sometimes.
ILoveMyQueens·
I feel u mama. Message me if u ever want someone to speak to. I droped at 15 .i ended up geting my diplmoa wen i was 21 cuz im smart and pushed myself. But i droped out young cuz i was done not having any type of support system. I dont wana get deep but i felt u wen u said .u use to cry to urself cuz ur mom will scream at u .my fam was the same ;( i went through alot on my own. I get you. Make your own path mama. U will b so strong after going through it all on ur own. I know. God bless mama .stay strong! Xoxo
A··
Thank you so much ❤
Amber Jacq ·
I feel the same way.