Okay after letting him cry it out for an hour and a half Damian finally fell asleep without his binky 😅 It was so hard I almost gave up and gave him his good binky. Hopefully he sleeps throughout the whole night.

I'm back home from the hospital. It was a really long and hard weekend.I had my sweet baby boy. These are some of his things they gave him. That's the little hat they put on him and the little blanket they wrapped him up in. They also gave us the bear and keepsake box for his things.



Little mans first try at a binky. it calmed him down. <3
So my ex went to court and filed for visitation rights. I was served last week. I am not comfortable with our daughter being around him alone nor his mother which he lives with. I have proof of him asking me to take his drug test for his job for him in text messages and him texting me he was too high to drive and get our daughter milk. Is that enough to show the judge? As far as his mother she watches his son quite often and told us she gives him nighttime medicine if she has problems getting hi...

My poor baby! This appeared on his leg about 5 days ago. I instantly thought it was staph infection so I took him to the dr. They said it is probably just a skin infection so they gave him medicine, but this morning it is even bigger! :( it dosnt seem to be bothering him, but he will be 1 in only four days and if it is staph I am going to cancel his birthday party.

Today I finally gave birth to a beautiful baby boy, though he didn't exactly make it. Little Jack was 1lb, 4oz, and 9in. May God rest his soul and make him the happiest little baby in heaven. We will surely miss our little man. 👼