Every now and then when I look at my bean I feel so grateful that I didn't loose him when I got…

Every now and then when I look at my bean I feel so grateful that I didn't loose him when I got preeclampisa. Had such a negligent obgyn..In a mom group im in on here... some moms lost their babies at 35/36 weeks cause of it. 😢 The thought of that poc doctor telling Q we would of lost him if he wasn't out with a hour after they induced me is so scary and all that is one of the reasons why I'm scared to have a kid again....for those who keep asking "do you want more". Of corse I do..but to traumatized too.