So my aunts in town with her husband and son at my uncle's house with my cousin son. Dont know if i…

So my aunts in town with her husband and son at my uncle's house with my cousin son. Dont know if i want to go over there or not just because i still have a hard time being around my dad side of the family it feels werid but i love them but its just hard knowing he is not going to come still trying to deal with his death after all these years it harder now because now i have kids.