Emotional rant

My parents live 13hrs driving away from me. Last time we were able to meet up was when my daughter was born, 6 months ago. They came to visit and leave tomorrow. I feel so bad because my daughter is going through stranger danger and teething and doesn’t want anyone else to hold her. And both my parents just want to hold her and love on her soo bad and I can tell that it hurts them that she freaks out when they try. Especially my dad.

Im praying in June when we see them again it’s better. It actually makes me cry (and I’m not an emotional person) because I miss my parents so much and I have a close relationship with them and now having my first biological daughter I want her around them more and I want her to have that relationship and closeness that my niece and nephews have with them. But she doesn’t.

We don’t want to move back to that state so idk how it will change. I’m just having a hard time tonight. 4 days is not enough time when you sometimes go 6-8 months without seeing each other but jobs and school make vacations really difficult.