I’m tired.. I’m so tired of uncertainty, of negatives, disappointments, false hopes. I’m tired of…

I’m tired.. I’m so tired of uncertainty, of negatives, disappointments, false hopes. I’m tired of trying to tell everyone what’s going on this cycle in hopes that someone has answers. I’m just tired. I didn’t ovulate this cycle, again. I’m on cd36 and no signs of period, all bfn, no temp rise, no positive opk. No NOTHING. Why ever since I gave birth to my son my periods were totally regular, for two years and using no protection. Then I started trying to conceive for real and everything got MESSED UP. 3 months of irregular cycles, 2 anovulatory ones, all a disaster. I lost 25 pounds, started to take a ton of vitamins, changed my eating habits, and it seems my fertility gets worse instead. I’m so frustrated and sad, and angry.