Never did I think my own mother would make me feel like the worse mother on this planet !!!…

Never did I think my own mother would make me feel like the worse mother on this planet !!! Everything I do as mother is questioned!!! It’s the worse feeling in the world esp the fact that I opened up my home to my mother I pay all her bills for her to only watch my kids 3 times a week for 4 hours !!!! She lives rent free I buy food everything !!!! And still pay her phone bill . And yet everything I do wrong as a mother is thrown in my face !!!