I haven't been on in a while, but I need to vent. And it's going to be long. The last thing I posted…

I haven't been on in a while, but I need to vent. And it's going to be long.

The last thing I posted about the protective order I have on my ex was he was trying to modify it, but didnt show up to court. He had a warrent out for his arrest two weeks before Christmas. He ended up being arrested for it in January. For violating the protective order. Well, after he was bailed out we had saw him in Walmart. He turned the other way and walked off. Go him. I was parked on the opposite side of Walmart and hurried to get my kids back to the truck. As I ran through the store, got my oldest in the car and locked his door, got my youngest out of his carried and into his car seat, AND walked to the back of my truck, my ex was ALREADY behind us. I whole heartedly believe that this druggie ran to his car, watched us walk to my truck, and then drove over to me thinking I wouldnt notice it was him. I had court on march 4th for the protective order, the judge wanted to wait until the hearing for the violation had happened, so I go back on the 28th. Well, the other case is going to trial. Ugh.

On top of all of that, two of my closest family members think I'm a bad mom for keeping my son away from the dangerous environment at the sperm donors. I'm ready for all of this crap to be final, so I can stop living my life looking over my shoulder.