4 years ago today I lost my little girl. The past couple days I've been a huge mess. My boyfriend has gotten the worst of it. He came up with the most beautiful idea. He had me write her a letter and tie it to a balloon and he took me to a river and let it go so she can get it in heaven. He isn't her father nor my sons father but he said "you're a part of my life and since Adeline and jack are apart of your life it means they are apart of my life too". words can't describe how in love I am with this man 💕