I’m in the same boat, with almost all of that we just moved and things are getting way better, but I also struggle at times with putting things in the past or kinda thinking out of nowhere while things are good he’s gonna do that one thing that just breaks everything when I’m trying so very hard to get over stuff. I hope u can find ur happiness or everything works out.

It’s hard to say. Obviously he has done something to you to make you feel this way. It’s hard to build back trust. Even when they are trying and even worst when they aren’t putting in much effort. Only you know how and why you feel that way. And it’s up to you to decide if you can move past it or you can’t. But it sounds like your trying to give it a chance which is a good thing! You are at least trying. It’s a tough spot to be in trust me I know. I’ve gone through hell and back with my boyfriend and sometimes I hesitate and go back to those low points and am like damn but at the same time I’m trying to just move past it.