1 year ago today, after trying for over a year and a half, I had my 3rd miscarriage. I felt my world…

1 year ago today, after trying for over a year and a half, I had my 3rd miscarriage. I felt my world crumbling down around me and like that was my last chance to become a mom again. It took it's toll on me and I never wanted to feel that ever again. I even told my husband I didn't want try anymore. But, 3 months later, I got pregnant again and here we are 9 days away from meeting our precious rainbow baby.