Why am I happier when my husband leaves for work but not when he’s home🤷🏽♀️can’t wait for 6:30 so he can leave

Just got done feeding my munchkin 👩👦I so love when he’s up no matter the time.. when is he’s feeding time I’m happy to be up n attend to him....never tired for him.... #Aamir
When can I start giving my son regular milk? He turns 10 months in 2 days. I bought unsweetened almond milk yesterday so he can try. Would that be okay? I’m lowkey tired of him on formula but I mean he’s still a baby lol.
So guys as most of you know My daughters coming to live with me I’m terrified her father who’s never taken a dna or her birth certificate will try to see her when he’s out of jail in May because he’s written letters to my nana he’s a felon and was caught breaking and entering and class a substance and has a lengthy record he’s also a rapist which there’s no record of my husband is adopting her but we have to wait 6 months help 😩😩😩
He’s here 💓😭 totally in love