So tomorrow it’s 6 months without my son 💔 well

The 29 but yea

I been extra emotional lately I turned 27 on Sunday n hubby took me to

Vegas n I felt so guilty for going like if I shouldn’t b having fun n all this

My son was my rainbow baby I lost my first baby at 10 weeks pregnant in nov 3 2017 then on dec 28 2017 I found out I was pregnant from my son

It’s been tuff n idk

How to b happy anymore I feel my life is shit

Idk how to cope I was 39 weeks 5 days when I found out my son was no

Longer with us due to a blood clot in the placenta

Idk wat to do I seriously don’t give a fudge

About my self or anything

We been trying again for a baby but it hasn’t happened yet n i feel it gets to me even more 💔

I’m just fuken lost