why the hell is it so hard to find a doctor to help with my depression that wont say they think my…

why the hell is it so hard to find a doctor to help with my depression that wont say they think my depression is just temporary because of everything going on im my life..well ya know what its been 7 months and it hasnt gotten better if anything its gotten worse to the point where i havent left the house to visit people and i dont care to be around people. and im spending wayyy too much money cuz im compulsively buying everything i see cuz the i have something to look forward to. idk what tp do anymore. i just needed to vent a bit cuz im just sick of being told its not depression when i damn well know it is cuz ive dealt with it before.