i need advice, i am a first time mom and imloving it but due to certain reasons i had to move back…

i need advice, i am a first time mom and imloving it but due to certain reasons i had to move back in with my folks. we have been here for about 7 months and at first i needed some help i managed but wasnt getting enough rest. so now i have help from my mom but im getting uncomfortable around her she seems to motherly to my son and my son enjoys her company over mine 53% of the time. my mom has had three kids shes a "pro" but i feel i cant parent the way id like. i tell her no to certain things and she doesnt listen to me. my step dad says i should listen to her and that shes a pro but im the mom i do the feeding,cooking,changing,clothing,bathing, playing is a lil difficult cause im not much a play person BUT im trying and getting better. i raise my voice to show authority to my child but even with parents who have yelld me many times i guess its a no no mind you i dont yell i cant yell i get strep every time i do. and yeah some days are hard but 98% of the time i got this i know what im doing i planned this child. but i fear if i move out my mother the person who has saved my life and tells me constantly im a good mom but is known to lie to me in the past, is going to steal my baby from me the minuet i leave the house and go live on my own with my sons father. i need to know i gotta know if im worried for nothing or i should watch her closely. my case workers and bhp's tell me all the time she isnt planning on taking my baby and that i am a good mom a great mom and i have nothing to worry about. please im anxious and im worried i need to know i have nothing to worry about. thank you so much in advance

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