Ok so I’ll start with I don’t drive, when I was pregnant someone I grew up also pretty much lived…

Ok so I’ll start with I don’t drive, when I was pregnant someone I grew up also pretty much lived next door to me died. My bf drove me to see my best friend that day bc it was her cousin and she’s like my little sister.

But now my boyfriends friend kinda family passed n he’s gonna go to the funeral this weekend. Kinda in a way bothers me that he gets to go but I couldn’t go to my friends/like family. My house was a hr n a half away then from whre we lived.

Just sucks thinking I couldn’t go to his, and ima be with baby alone on the weekend again.

I feel like it’s selfish probly is.. but at the same time think it’s more so that my SO didn’t take me to his funeral... I’m tired of all theses young pple dying