Today I was out running errands with some amazing sunshine for the first time in what feels like…

Today I was out running errands with some amazing sunshine for the first time in what feels like forever. Now I love a beautiful sunny day, but to be totally honest I had a hard time fully enjoying them for many years, almost 11 years if you want to get technical. You see I have lived with so much insecurity about my body that it made it hard for me to be completely happy when the sun came out. I lived for the cold weather when I could drown myself in leggings and over sized sweaters. Yes I still do that because I love the look, but for the first time since I became a mom I’m actually looking forward to warmer weather. I used to make jokes about how much “this fat girl” hated the heat because I would sweat and hate seeing my body in anything that resembled summer wear. I have stopped referring to myself as “this fat girl” and am embracing my womanly body for once. Let me tell you it is so empowering to let go of that inner negative Nancy. I finally feel at peace with where I am and where I am going. I even started getting excited to shop for summer. Time to clear out the closet of things this lady doesn’t need, a little spring cleaning if you will 🤣