Okay so I’m gonna rant real fast... my baby shower for my biological dads side(I just met him a year…

I’ve thought about canceling it.. but we’re having it at a church so we’ve already asked for that day, and told everyone(we’ve had this date set since before Christmas, my cousin literally a week or 2 ago set the date🤦🏻‍♀️😑). Also, I’ll be 35 weeks and 3 days while she’ll be 30 weeks and 3 days; so if anyone should cancel it should be her.. even though that won’t happen. It’s just why? Out of all the days in March.. it had to be the same day at my ending time😒.

@_mommy2be2nikolai_, that’s so aggravating! You have every right to be angry.

I am.. but there’s nothing I can do. I don’t wanna start anything or cause a seen.. so it’s just gonna have to stay how it is sadly😞😑

I tried to talk to her about it. She cussed me out and said she didn’t wanna talk about it. Trust me I’m very open about talking when I think it could be fixed, I told her how I was feeling and everything.. she got mad cussed me out and told me she didn’t wanna talk. So I left it at that. I never brought it up again, and just continued to try and be there when she wanted me to. I’d understand if she was feeling that way, I would.. but she didn’t want this baby, then when she found out it was a boy she really didn’t want this baby.. she told me herself she didn’t want kids, but put on a fact act for others.. that’s why I wanted to help her and be there for her.. it’s hard to feel like that and fake it to others. She also found out a month after I did she was pregnant and by then everyone already knew I was.

I want to fix it, but anytime I try to message her on the one thing I can(Facebook) she ignores me.. so I’m done trying.. she can come to me when she wants too I guess😞

@_mommy2be2nikolai_ sounds to me like she's hurting, but that the rest of the family doesn't feel that way.

I just wish she’d talk to me and let me help in any way. I can’t force her, so all I can do is just watch from a distant and let her know I’m still here when she needs me.