I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today, I asked what makes a mother and I know…

I thought of you and closed my eyes and prayed to God today, I asked what makes a mother and I know I heard him say "a mother has a baby, this we know is true" God can we be a mother if your baby is not with you? yes, you can, as he replied with confidence in his voice, I gave many women babies, when they leave it's not their choice, some I send for a lifetime, and others for a day, some I send to fill your womb, but their is no need to stay, I just dont understand God, I want my baby here, he took a breathe and cleared his throat and I swear I saw a tear, I wish I could show you what your child is doing here, if you could see her smile with other children and say, "we go to earth to learn our lessons of love, life. and fear, but my momma loves me so much I got to come straight here, I feel so lucky to have a mommy who has so much love for me, I learned my lessons quickly, my mommy set me free, I miss my mommy so much I visit her each day, when she goes to sleep on her pillow is where I lay, I stroke her hair and kiss her cheek, as I whisper in her ear, mommy dont be sad today, I'm your baby and I'm here" so you see my dear sweet one, your child is ok, your child is here in my home, and this is where she will stay, she will wait for you with me until your lessons are all through, and on the day that you come home, she will be at the gates waiting for you, so now you see what makes a mother, it's the feeling in your heart, it's the love you had so much of, right from the very start!

I miss you my sweet baby

Aubree, 31 weeks, my forever angel!

thinking about you a lot recently, I wish I could show you how much I love you!❤🌻