Idk its confusing she wont explain it she said what's there to explain she cant even do that along wants me to go do nails along have lunch well 1 why I'm not in the wedding and 2 since I have nothing to do to the wedding theres no point on coming early on Friday and 3 we won't be able to check into our hotel until 3 sooo. I'm soooooo confused and stressed and upset and hurt idk what to do. I dont feel like I even belong to this family no one tells me anything hell apparently I'm not close to her that's why I'm not in her wedding along when I try to talk to her she says her excuse is will I'm busy or I'm working or whatever and I'm sooo close on telling her if you sont want to talk to me then fucking say it and I'll quit texting or calling you for good. But yet were suppose to get tattoos to represent that were sisters but yet shes pushes me away and hangs more with our little sister and I get blamed for that were not that close because I dont talk to her. This crap is the reason why I wish I was the only child and just only have two half brothers. Sorry I'm just upset and hurting.

Maybe sitting at the family table at the reception?