I turn 39 in 3 weeks from today. My cousins are coming from Dallas and I’m taking my 16 year old…

I turn 39 in 3 weeks from today. My cousins are coming from Dallas and I’m taking my 16 year old cousin to see universities here and in LA. I’m supposed to be having a game night birthday party here with a taco bar and cupcake bar but I’m just not feeling it. I’ve got so much going on with all of Zays appointments and testing and I have to pretty much do it all myself anyway and I live 100 miles away from my loved ones so I’m just in “meh”. Sad because I love birthdays!

I turn 40 in 2020 and I’m on point to reach my goal of hot at 40, I think I’ll just focus on that.