So I recently started CMA college and i will graduate April 2020 but I’m beginning to think was this…

So I recently started CMA college and i will graduate April 2020 but I’m beginning to think was this really for me.. I wish I could of just Been a stay at home mom but with my husband only being the only source of income I didn’t see it possible now I’m regretting going Bc I’ve got a almost 6 month old and now I’m pregnant like what have I done😭 and I don’t trust anyone to watch my children not even day cares