Feel like the worst mom in the world all my kids are sick been up since 2am with the baby yesterday…

Feel like the worst mom in the world all my kids are sick been up since 2am with the baby yesterday with the toddler. It’s my Leo’s 2nd birthday today! I have no cake and I know I’m gonna be extra tired. Idk guy this mom thing and the expectation I place myself is hard. I don’t know anyone I can enjoy or plan these things with.