





Haven't been on this thing in some time so I thought I would update people..
I am pregnant again.. After losing my son in June of 2018. I am 19 weeks and 6 days pregnant with another boy. My last baby had a rare syndrome called microdelation 1q.21. It's where a chromosome is missing and that can lead to delays on life, heart defects and much more..and that is what caused his heart defect which lead to death.. This one is a boy as well and unfortunately he has the same thing my last baby, Jackson had. Plus he also has a thing called miceoduplication which means there's an extra chromosome which can cause autism. Luckily so far there is nothing physically wrong with this baby so far. I still need to go to an echo appointment to focus on just the heart since they couldn't really see the heart that well in my last ultrasound. I go on February 22 in Salem. I'm praying for the best for this little guy. 🙏🙏❤ oh and I'm due June 27th of 2019.
I think this will be my LAST baby. My boyfriend is up there in age 🤷🏽♀️
Baby isn't looking too good. He has a heart defect and I have to have a amniostesis to check to see if there is anything going on chromosomal wise and then go to heart specialist too see if I have to end the pregnancy ...😢 such an aweful day

Baby Shower Dress?! Shopping has been difficult and I can't decide which dress for my shower? Keeping gender a surprise!
Starting TWW. Anyone else?
I had a stillborn daughter at 38 weeks this passed Nov. This is my second month ttc. (Last month we only tried for like two weeks though). My last and only pregnancy, I got pregnant the first month of ttc so I hope it's quick this time again.
Baby names!
I drive myself crazy to come up with simple unique and non overused names for my boys. So far, I've done a pretty good job. This baby, I'm super nervous. I've really got my heart on 3 names but don't want them to be the third one in class. I was a Brittny so I know how it feels so be called by your first name and last initial. 😔
What are your kids names?
Any suggestions?
My three names are sawyer (boy or girl) piper and tierce. I have a feeling piper is becoming super popular!