I feel like the worlds most horrible mother right now. I had to give my baby girl medicine for her…

I feel like the worlds most horrible mother right now. I had to give my baby girl medicine for her fever and she screamed and cried and tried getting away from me. I had to hold her down just to give it to her. I can’t do that again made me super sad seeing her crying from me trying to help her. Is there anyway other way I can give her medicine because she hates taking it