So my whole pregnancy was a crazy roller coaster ride the whole way through. Come to find out I had twins but one died before 7wks. Which is why they told me my baby died but they didn’t tell me I still had a baby until 7wks later??? Yet my best friend found out she was prego a few days after? How tf does that happen??? I’m so confused and hurt.. why would they lie like that? Anyway it’s a rejoicing time that i still have one of the twins but it still hurts I didn’t get to birth them both... Did I do something wrong? How come other moms have amazing pregnancy’s where they have multiples with no problem? Idk how to be present with my 3month old and mourn the loss of her other half? Her Dad doesn’t even know yet but he will so flip shit if he finds out... idk how to tell him? I almost lost my 3month old as well but they were able to save her. I’m so confused... someone please tell me it’s not true.... I didn’t lose one of my babies.... I feel like such a bad parent.... I wanted to so badly believe it wasn’t real so that I could have a good pregnancy I knew I couldn’t successfully carry my living baby if I started mourning... But it hits home when people are like is that your first? How do you make everything right again? I’m lost to myself.
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My significant other hasn’t been to one appt. am I crazy for being bothered about it? I’m already depressed I’m having another baby. I didn’t even want anymore. I feel like I don’t have the support I need.
So idk if I’m an asshole for thinking this but a girl I used to go to school with is having her 3rd kid and she’s planning a baby shower and she had one with her other two. I feel like a baby shower is something you do with ur first pregnancy. I live far from my family so I didn’t have one but i did have a baby registry and I’m not even doing that with this pregnancy. Idk I just feel like 3 baby showers is a lot! Especially when she gets things handed to her. Idk maybe I’m an ass for thinking that
20 days to my due date and yesterday I was 1 cm dilated. I’m so ready to be a mama to my baby. But she’s so not wanting to come out. Anyone have tips, to get my baby out?
I don’t think we would have been able to move if I didn’t have my stay at home job, we would still be in a neighborhood with our house getting broken into. I’m so thankful and blessed to have found a legit home job so my kids don’t have to go to day care, counting my blessings daily
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?