I need to tell someone how I feel...I left my husband this morning because he'll never change. I knew he couldn't sleep if I didn't let him take Neosha over night. This is my first night with out her...I'm so sad I can't stop crying...I'm at my mom's. And I'm dreading to marrow because he will drop her off and then when he gets off work he will take her again...it hurts so bad...why do I love this man so much that I would make myself miserable even after I've tried to leave to make myself happy??? Why does this hurt so much?? I'm so sad so sad...😭😭😭 Sorry for the long post just need comfort right now.