There are few things that hurt more than my boyfriend having an amazing day with his best friend and their family (which I’m beyond happy about!) and so he hasn’t seen how you’ve been today. Which, I’m glad about, also. The part that kills me is having to tell him I’ve had a great day so that he doesn’t worry or I don’t ruin his great day... when in reality I feel like I’m falling apart and my depression has just been too much today..
He’s spending the weekend with his bestfriend and so I wont see him until tomorrow.. He’s having a blast with him and his family tonight, I really dont want to interrupt that with my issues. My depressed days come and go, I’ll probably be fine tomorrow anyways
You need to be honest with him. It doesn’t help you to hide your true feelings. If you had a hard day, he needs to be able to do what he can to help you feel better. Even if that just means letting you go sit in a shower for as long as you need.
Depression is hard to deal with, especially on your own. Please let him try to help