So I had my appointment today. The urine tests where negative, surprise surprise, but they took blood for a quantitative…

So I had my appointment today. The urine tests where negative, surprise surprise, but they took blood for a quantitative blood test so I have a follow up to get those results next week, and she said if that test was negative we could discuss possible fertility issues. I cried, of course. I knew it was going to be negative, but some part of me was still hoping that maybe I was just a dumbass who couldn't follow the very simple directions for taking a hpt, and it would come up positive... there's still a tiny bit of hope with the blood test, but the odds are not in my favor. Which begs the question, where the FUCK did my period go???? And why??

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes,…

LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes, both had a faint positive. Well the next day, I tested with a FRER and a Walmart 88 cent test and both were very very negative. Then I had a temp drop below coverline. AF showed the following day, a day early. I just knew i was out !! Well, yesterday I was sick as hell when I woke up, i get to work, and discover that my boobs are very sore as i ran into a wall coming around the corner, lol.. i NEVER get sore breasts or nauseated during my period.. EVER !!! Something told me to take a pregnancy test although I had been bleeding for 3 days at this point. Today makes 4 !!! Still bleeding, and even had clotting!! To my surprise, myy test was positive !!!! I tested again this morning, and it's even darker !!!! How is this even possible.. I dont know what's going on, I'm in total disbelief right now!!! 10dpo, my FRER was negative, no hint of a line at all!!! Here I am, 14dpo, bleeding for 4 days now, with a positive test that keeps getting darker !!! Looking at my chart it looks like baby implanted on the same exact day AF was actually due, although it showed a day early!! I took my period off of my chart so you ladies could see my chart as a whole, but my period started on cd32, the last day of the big temp drop.. now the temps are back up !!! The test I took yesterday evening is the dried one.. its yellow tinted as it's old . The other is from this morning , first morning urine !!

TWW!! 2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait…

TWW!! 2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

3 hour glucose test sux. I feel so miserable & I still have 2 more hours & 2 more blood draws to go... 😥💉

Sometimes you know your body better than everyone else. Not every woman will produce high levels of hcg throughout…

Sometimes you know your body better than everyone else. Not every woman will produce high levels of hcg throughout pregnancy some it can take weeks some it can take months don’t trust a blood test don’t trust a urine test trust your heart and when you know it’s times it’s time this doctor was not a gynecologist so he did not give me a quantitative blood test to actually see what my hcg level is at I hope this helps some of you ladies who just feel like giving up and stop testing because of what everyone else thinks or what a doctor tells you trust your body you know your body better than a blood test and a pee test and god will lead you to the right path

So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation.

So threw up the brew but still having some contractions. I suppose it will help dilation. Sigh so I guess my appointment for Friday to get monitoring is still on . I hope my fluids stay consistent.