One of the hardest moments I had was hearing that I lost you. The second hardest was your funeral. I can't believe you're gone. I had just talked to you a few hours before you passed unexpectedly. I thanked you for all the clothes and toys you bought the boys. They talked to you and wished you a Happy New Year and we all said we loved you. I didn't know that, that wpuld be our last phone call or that in 2018 would be the last birthday we spent together with you alive. Now my (our) birthday will never be the same. I won't get to tell you "Happy Birthday!" And you say "Happy Birthday!" right back and we both start laughing ❤. Unfortunately, you never got to meet Rylan cause I was pregnant with him the last time you saw me but at least you got to hear his voice that day. Thank you for being my grandma even if you did pass down some crazy Bailey traits to mommy and me and the rest of us. 😂 We'll all be okay, it may not get easier without you but we'll be okay and we'll take care of PopPop. 💕