I’m 24 weeks pregnant with my 3rd boy first two boys were with a different dad I was never married too. He was abusive and a alcoholic I don’t have any family support near it took a lot but I left got my own place now I’m feeling stuck and alone in a simpler position. I wanted to be married before I got pregnant again. I already broke up with him kicked him out of my house but feel so alone. To think I’m a single mom again 🤦‍♀️Sad to think I’ll be alone giving birth to my son actually the baby dad wants to be there and made it very clear that no one is keeping him away from his son. He’s threatened me if another man is around his son that they will get hurt. I want nothing to do with him but feel stuck with him as he is my only help. He doesn’t have a job and on probation. I work full time and pay all the bills. I’m not getting any help from the state yet struggling. I’m not getting any child support from first baby dad. Yes I’ve learned that I pick men that are toxic. Lesson learned. #myfirstpost