Everytime i try the were gonna make her sleep in the crib crap ... I do so for 20 mins by that time she can't calm her self down so it takes me a whole hour and half to get her calmed down. & it makes me feel like a shitty parent ..

Last night i did this and i even went to the extent of climbing into the crib to calm her down and try to sleep with her in the crib ...

I don't know what else to do

As a child i was abused in every way and form and when this happens it makes me feel like im emotional abuseing her ...i need some tricks and ideas to get her to sleep in her crib & yes it's my fult i even co slept with her but she's only this small for so long 😔😭