



Last year, two weeks before I gave birth to our son, we lost our father in law. Out of the blue he felt sick and had to go to the hospital, there he got worse and eventually ended up in the icu. We found out he had leukemia and he passed away within a week. It was so sudden and a shock to us all. We are still not over it and we haven’t had any time to grief.
2018, a tough year where we lost some special and welcomed someone new to our family. It was a tough one but somehow we got through it. I’m looking forward to see our son grow while keeping our fathers legacy. Before he passed away, he gave with me some of these amazing vintage cards his mother used to collect. I’m finally organizing them and putting them away safely.
Rest In Peace, Paul. A great father and an amazing engineer.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

I had to share this picture of Raptor! He is still doing amazing! He has lost a little bit of weight but that's expected! Yesterday was our second time trying to breast feed and he latched and sucked!!! It was so amazing and I am so proud of him!

My father in law passed away this morning. We are so devastated. He’s been dealing with some health issues for the past couple of months but we never expected this. We haven’t told our daughter yet. How do you tell a 4 year old that her grandpa died?

me before pregnancy 😩😩😩 its amazing how much we appreciate our old bodies before the changes ..

Well after we lost our angel babies on Father’s Day and then our D&C July 6th it appears we have our rainbow 🌈 We got a positive OPK on July 24th 10 DPO today!