Being a mom takes a special type of craziness that we are all very familiar with, for the last two week all three of my toddlers were home with me because we couldn’t afford daycare. I was nervous at the start of it, there were good days and definitely bad days, there were days that I cherished all the kisses and snuggles and days when I just couldn’t wait for it to be over. And now tomorrow is the first day back in daycare and despite all the chaos over the past two weeks my heart is very heavy and I find myself tearing up thinking about dropping everyone off tomorrow.